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==> 2/12/2025 - Clopen & Importance
ANOTHER BLOG POST?? Yes. I closed today and open tomorrow!!! I HATE IT!!! i heard the term "Clopen" which is mix of the word Close and Open which is kinda funny and what im experiencing
vent ramble thing time , Sometimes I wish I was important, you know ? I want someone to go that extra mile for me the way I would for anyone.. Which... might be pretty selfish i guess, people dont owe me that. but, It would just be nice I guess!!
It would just be nice if I knew that people thought of me. Sometimes I wish people just thought of me as important. i dont really know what im doing!!! AGH!!!
Just the late night blues i suppose! In other news Im watching the show AGGRETSUKO and its AWESOME!!!!! theres a character in it that i LOVE and who is LITERALLY ME !!!!
HAIDA!!! MY BOY!!! HES LITERALLY ME!!! , Not only does he love punk rock he also plays BASS!! (I PLAY BASS!!!) and he dresses so fucking cool too... hes also really pathetic . I LOVE HIM SO MUCH HES LITERALLY ME!!!! AHH!!!!
OKAY THATS ALL!!! BYE!! ^w^
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==> 2/11/2025 - Everything Is Okay & Zombies
The blog is BACK, did some soul searching, and what not . Everything is okay. It is another BEAUTIFUL day you know how it goes.
Some updates here and there! but generally everything is cool.. Might get the game BO3, i HATE call of duty and i HATE the military, but i love the zombies mode, you know? my favorite zombies map is moon. :3 some people really hate that map but i dont care. it has a charm. (I also hate the map but i just LOVE IT SO MUCH.. ITS SO COOL) ITS LITERALLY ZOMBIES IN SPACE ITS SO STUPID I LOVE IT!!!
OKAY THATS ALL BYE!!!
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==> 2/7/2025 - Valentines Day Plans? & Death To Labels!
Valentines Day is just a week away!!!!! AHHH!!!!!
I have no clue what im gonna do . I did make plans to go on a platonic date with a friend if their crush turns them down lmao (and also if im also alone on valentines day...)
But otherwise, IDK!!! Lately I have been thinking about romance as always during febuary, still not sure what I am. I call myself demiromantic, but how true is that I wonder... Maybe i just have high standards? I did find something called "Recipromantic" which is "a romantic orientation on the aromantic spectrum meaning someone who does not experience romantic attraction unless they know that the other individual is romantically attracted to them first."
which is neat i guess . It kinda applies to me. Though i just dont know. This is why I hate labels !!! agh!!!
I do wanna get a partner in the future, at the very least. Im pretty confident that *eventually* ill get a partner . Im literally the embodiment of "she let me hit cuz im goofy" . Anyways, looks like im gonna be alone again on valentines day unfortuntely . Oh well... Tho if someone has a crush on me.. Heyyyyyy hahaaaaaaa :3
Okay thats all from me!!!!! BYE!!!
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==> 2/6/2025 - Cloud Watching & Baja Blast
Its a very beautiful day today!!!! Before going to work I just sat and watched the clouds move across the mountains as they left shadows and it was so BEUTIFUL!!!
Today i feel pretty okay I guess. I could be better but I definitely dont feel any worse if thats any consolation!! I also got a 12 pack of mtn dew baja blast for only 3.50$!! I dont usually drink soda but since its on sale for Cheap Cheap and im basically sad so i might as well i suppose!
Just wanted to post this so people arent immediately bombarded by my vent posts lmao, but still , I digress. I also updated the site today as you could probably tell... theres now a warning before entering my site, which is cool :3
First day of the rest of your life as they say. It always gets better :] , OKAY BYE .
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==> 2/2/2025 - What to do with my life & Try everything atleast once
Ive had this sort of relization with the impending doom of Fuhrer Donald Trump, that i havent done a lot of stuff yet, and in order to do that stuff I gotta like, actually do things... You know? I gotta get a drivers license, i gotta graduate highschool or get my GED, I gotta do a lot of things... Especially if I wanna get out of the country!!!
Ive already decided that im gonna get my Passport before its too late.. going to go to switzerland maybe... to stay with a friend, and if I like it, ill try to stay there. Itd be nice. anything to get out of this place. I want to do more things. One of my life mottos, is to "try everything atleast once" , Im thinking i kinda figured it out really, I know what i want to do with my life, but i have such a lack of motivation to actually do it!!! its wack!!!! Maybes its cuz im just comfortable with how things are for me. But i hate that. I dont know. Ill figure it out. Takin' it one step at a time!
To all my friends I love you ^_^ anyways thats it BYE.
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==> 2/1/2025 - INTERNET OUTAGE & FRIEND FOUND
FOR AN ENTIRE DAY YESTERDAY THE INTERNET WAS OUT!!! IT WAS AWFUL!!! , Thankfully i come prepared for days like these , and had a lot of movies and music downloaded just in case. AND also games too .
So much stuff happened yesterday that i totally missed out on because i literally had no internet and one of them was the friend i was talking about got in contact!! which is cool!!! theyre cool!!!!! I wont talk to much about it cuz ITS KINDA EMBARASSING THEY FOUND IT AT ALL LOL ... so erm, hi.
Anyways . I played Outer Wilds yesterday while the internet was out and it was fun,,, ^_^ OK THATS ALL BYE!!
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==> 1/30/2025 - Night in the Woods & The Shawshank Redemption
Added one of my favorite tracks from the game Night in the Woods to autoplay now on this blog ^w^ , Slow updates but theyre coming... :D
I also watched the movie The Shawshank Redemption... that shit was kinda gay at the end not gonna lie . But it was good :3 okay thats all bye bye bye BYe!!!
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==> 1/29/2025 - Page and the CD Burners
ITS ANOTHER BEAUTIFUL DAY!!!!! The world is shit and everyone is dying but i am in my room listening to music on my new freshly burned cd's!!! ^_^
I use my old ass laptop thats nearing 20~ ish years old to burn cd's... its a very extensive process and is quite pain staking to use, (Has to be constantly plugged in, Overheats like a Fuck, and the mousepad randomly stops working sometimes..) but since no cd burner works with my computer tower... IT WORKS FOR ME!! :D
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==> 1/28/2025 - Updates and a Cool Song
Still figuring out what i want to do with this site, but its pretty fun discovering new stuff. Using this site as a personal blog is kinda cool. I hate social media so having this option outside of the mainstream internet is kinda awesome, actually. I am also making the effort to officially stop looking for the friend cuz they probably dont remember me, which is.. fine, i guess. It happens! and if you are that friend, feel free to contact me! itd be nice to talk again :]! In other news... Im watching a new show called "Creatures Commandos" which is pretty good i think, I really only watch for G.I. Robot... the nazi killing machine ^_^
Anyways, heres one of my favorite songs!!!!!:
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==> 1/27/2025 - Old Friends and Site Creation
Originally made this site to get in contact with an old friend! However it seems like that is gonna take... a while... and in the mean time i think im starting something pretty cool here regardless :3! Its all still pretty basic but thankfully some of my work on spacehey can kinda be transfered over which is kinda cool 8]
and also ps.... if u are that friend... i hope ur doing well <3
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